We all know that life deals you cards, and it's up to you to make what you can out of them....but what if your hand changes at the age of 24 giving potential to change your entire life? Something came up in my life this week that could potentially be like pulling that one card that would give me a royal flush. I can't talk much about it, because i'm not brave enough and because i'm not the only one effected by it. Whether it's cards, poker, a basketball game...i've never been a gambler. I'm not good a counting cards or thinking about odds, math really isn't my thing, but this week "50/50 chance" came flashing into my life like a bolt of lighting in the summer, only it's not going to go way when the storm passes. I always tell myself and my friends that everything happens for a reason, well this week....I wish I didn't believe in that motto so much, because it hurts to think that this would be happening for a reason.
So let's just say...in the game of cards, I feel like i'm playing 52 pickup this week, and I may feel like this for awhile. One thing I do know as of right now is that no matter how bad this game gets, this is my life and I WILL continue to live my life for today, I will not change my goals and dreams because of a "50/50 Chance".
I have the most incredibly support system around me, the best friends, family and fiance' that one could ever ask for....and I'll never forget that!
I know what you're going through - 50/50 has a whole new meaning to me too. I have been thinking of you and your brothers. I'll let you know which side my coin lands on... Keep up the good spirit :-) Andrea
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